In the Lab.
Is it a trap?
Lab Rat.
Been trapped.
I am stuck.
No suck.
Still sucks.
I dead.
Not dead.
Confused.
Notorious...I'm not that.
Hilarious...maybe that.
Fantabulous....I'm dead.
I'm not belong here...anymore..
maybe..
Who am I?
Who are they?
STRANGER . Forever.
Kill it.
No. Don't.
They have their love ones. Me? Not.
Haters...Gonna be hate!
Can't lie
DEAREST SISTERS,
I MISS BOTH OF YOU, I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME AND SPENT MORE TIME WITH BOTH OF YOU, CHILLING TOGETHER.
sincerely from heart with love, Syahirah Sabdin
Berdoa.
Tengok dalam-dalam.
Aku cuma mahukan kau penuhkan hidup aku dengan senyuman kau. Jangan sesekali berhenti membahagiakan aku. Bukan kerana aku terdesak, tetapi kau sudahpun merampas hati aku.
Tolong.
Simpan baik-baik.
Sudah banyak kali hatiku di robek pecah. Sudah banyak kali ia jatuh berderai. Sudah banyak kali ia gelap.
Kini ia kian pulih, aku inginkannya putih suci.
Jika ada dugaan yang mendatang, aku terima. Asalkan kau jangan jadi seperti buaya.
Aku terima kau seadanya.
Aku tulis untuk kau wahai bakal imamku. Walau aku tidak tahu siapa dikau, aku percaya yang kau akan datang dalam lena mimpiku.
Yang benar, bakal makmum mu.
2014 Introduction, maybe?
It's been a long time I never updating this blog. So for the first 2014 post, I would like to share...I know there's nobody going to read my post. *well, I'm not famous as other blogger*
Bother it. Okay my first post of 2014..is it going to be all in English? I mean broken English because of I'm barely speaks and write in english.
2014- I hope it will ends with a beautiful moments.
In early 2014 which is now, I found myself lost, totally lost. At first, I was about to quit studying. It was a stressful time , problems come and never leave me. Only God knows how stressed am I on that day.
But then, I make a phone call. I call my mom. I remembered what she said to me, she ask me to Selawat and Istighfar. It really works! Alhamdulillah . I love you mom!
Now, I am the happiest person in the world. I have mom beside me, dad downstairs, elder sis in Shah Alam, only bro's in Perlis and my little cutie sister in Negeri Sembilan. No matter how far they are , they will always stay inside my heart and I love them!
Bother it. Okay my first post of 2014..is it going to be all in English? I mean broken English because of I'm barely speaks and write in english.
2014- I hope it will ends with a beautiful moments.
In early 2014 which is now, I found myself lost, totally lost. At first, I was about to quit studying. It was a stressful time , problems come and never leave me. Only God knows how stressed am I on that day.
But then, I make a phone call. I call my mom. I remembered what she said to me, she ask me to Selawat and Istighfar. It really works! Alhamdulillah . I love you mom!
Now, I am the happiest person in the world. I have mom beside me, dad downstairs, elder sis in Shah Alam, only bro's in Perlis and my little cutie sister in Negeri Sembilan. No matter how far they are , they will always stay inside my heart and I love them!
Semester 4 : This is my territory, I build my own empire.
Alhamdulillah cuti sem hampir tamat maka bermulalah perjalanan baru yang bakal ditempuhi dengan cabaran-cabaran dan dugaan yang harus dilaksanakan dengan jayanya. Pada 13/11 ni dah kena balik Seri Iskandar. So terpaksa tinggalkan Ipoh lebih awal dan menjadi Iskandarian is part of my life *kata omputehnya* Hirup udara baru dengan harapan ingin menjadi lebih baik,insyaAllah jika diizinNya. Jadi, dalam semester baru ni hati haruslah menjadi cekal. Iman kena kuat dan mengambil pengajaran dari semester lepas. So pointer untuk semester baru ni dah target .. InsyaAllah kalau berusaha lebih, hasilnya pun lebih lah.
Harapan yang terakhir , semoga semester baru ni saya lebih serious, tegas, cekal, kental , dalam masa yang sama cool as cucumber.
Harapan yang terakhir , semoga semester baru ni saya lebih serious, tegas, cekal, kental , dalam masa yang sama cool as cucumber.
Perkara yang paling tak seronok apabila terlepas nak buat order stok jubah FAZ. So nak tunggu buka balik, kena tunggu dalam masa tempoh 2 bulan. Brr..tunggu je lah 2 bulan lagi. Tak lama pun.
Selain itu, perkara tidak seronok nombor dua ialah tak tahu dekat mana area nak beli roller blade di Ipoh. Nak ke KL tu memang boleh. Kemon, KL semak sangatlah -_-
Hal yang sedemikian, perkara tidak seronok yang lain adalah bila tak boleh tidur di waktu malam. Sangat tak seronok.
Seriously SMC-ians especially our batch 2010 and 2011. I miss you girls! We're from different primary schools right? I'm from Convent, some of you from Marian Convent and other schools . So we have been together almost 5 years. Our memories never fade in my mind. I miss school moment! I wish I can turn back time and start laughing with you girls, gathered at primary hall, volleyball court singing the patriotic song every morning . I still remember what we had plan before. Amanda said that we are going to Langkawi and booked only 1 room for us. Then we start laugh together..How can 1 room can fit us about 18 members. I miss English class at language room and chapel with miss Lau. I miss Netball and Volleyball team. I miss Kawad Kaki KRS. I miss teachers. I miss friends. I miss my tablemate. Ahhhhh! :')
Selain itu, perkara tidak seronok nombor dua ialah tak tahu dekat mana area nak beli roller blade di Ipoh. Nak ke KL tu memang boleh. Kemon, KL semak sangatlah -_-
Hal yang sedemikian, perkara tidak seronok yang lain adalah bila tak boleh tidur di waktu malam. Sangat tak seronok.
Kembali ke pangkal jalan..
Perkara yang seronok ialah duduk rumah tengok muka mak , ayah, adik , kakak (selangor) , abang (perthlis) . *mereka tiada dirumah*
Perkara seronok nombor dua, bila kawan ada disamping kawan dan menolong kawan apabila susah senang mahupun berjauhan tetapi masih menjadi kawan dan sentiasa ada untuk kawan walaupun tidak jumpa secara depan depan.
Perkara seronok nombor tiga pula emm apa yang seronok dalam dunia? itulah dia.
Perkara yang seronok ialah duduk rumah tengok muka mak , ayah, adik , kakak (selangor) , abang (perthlis) . *mereka tiada dirumah*
Perkara seronok nombor dua, bila kawan ada disamping kawan dan menolong kawan apabila susah senang mahupun berjauhan tetapi masih menjadi kawan dan sentiasa ada untuk kawan walaupun tidak jumpa secara depan depan.
Perkara seronok nombor tiga pula emm apa yang seronok dalam dunia? itulah dia.
Seriously SMC-ians especially our batch 2010 and 2011. I miss you girls! We're from different primary schools right? I'm from Convent, some of you from Marian Convent and other schools . So we have been together almost 5 years. Our memories never fade in my mind. I miss school moment! I wish I can turn back time and start laughing with you girls, gathered at primary hall, volleyball court singing the patriotic song every morning . I still remember what we had plan before. Amanda said that we are going to Langkawi and booked only 1 room for us. Then we start laugh together..How can 1 room can fit us about 18 members. I miss English class at language room and chapel with miss Lau. I miss Netball and Volleyball team. I miss Kawad Kaki KRS. I miss teachers. I miss friends. I miss my tablemate. Ahhhhh! :')
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